tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-11-08:/I am sick to death of cleverness. Everybody is clever nowadays. You can't go anywhere without meeting clever people. The thing has become an absolute public nuisance. I wish we had a few fools left. Oscar Wilde. The Importance of Being Earnest.MokoFeed2009-11-08T12:29:43+01:00tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-11-04:/2009/10/31/stop-lying-to-yourself-part-7279222/#c11397590HOLLYWOODGLAMOURBOY2009-11-04T01:16:16+01:002009-11-04T01:16:16+01:00I thought about the fact that if we blot out something we'll never know we've done it and perhaps we all do that.<br> <br> The guy, he was just frustrating and I suspect that after six months he'd given up on the pair and thier daughter and decided it had never happened.<br> My mother, that was a different story, downright creepy to see her deny she had ever heard of a woman who she was close to for most of her adult life. She was very convincing as well.<br> <br> <br> Good to see you back.<br> The thing I wonder about you is how you cope with four kids? My one keeps me busy.<br> <br> Do you have an older one who helps you out?<br> <br> Welcome back,<br> David.<br> <br> tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-11-03:/2009/10/31/stop-lying-to-yourself-part-7279222/#c11389228sianpayne2009-11-03T10:44:21+01:002009-11-03T10:44:21+01:00Mmmmm things are okay...there`s a bit about it on my blog....but everything is pretty much okay really - thank you for asking :)<br> <br> I`m intrigued by your post cos it`s really got me thinking about something. <br> <br> I could never block something out of my memory as if it never existed either....but then what if i have and i can`t remember? :crazy:<br> <br> Seriously though - will have a think about this one......what if you suspect someone of lying to you in the past, or of keeping something from you and then when you ask them about the incident they deny it? How would you know if your suspicions were correct or not? Say you`d hit the nail on the head but they denied it cos they had erased it from their memory?<br> <br> Oh i could write an essay about this....lol....will get back to you if that`s okay?<br> <br> <br> <br> tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-11-02:/2009/10/31/stop-lying-to-yourself-part-7279222/#c11383468HOLLYWOODGLAMOURBOY2009-11-02T18:32:30+01:002009-11-02T18:32:30+01:00I'm finished. And I've left a question this time.<br> <br> How have you been? I havn't heard from you since you went to visit your aunt.<br> Hope everything has calmed down at home, are you back?<br> I'll check your blog.<br> Good to here from you again.<br> David.tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-11-02:/2009/10/31/stop-lying-to-yourself-part-7279222/#c11383164sianpayne2009-11-02T17:53:35+01:002009-11-02T17:53:35+01:00i`ll keep checking back... :)tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-19:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11250341HOLLYWOODGLAMOURBOY2009-10-19T22:34:49+02:002009-10-19T22:34:49+02:00I'll be sending out some sumissions to publishers, first I have to find one's who may be interested in my particular style of writing, agents are another way to go, its a minefield Sian, and also the royalties they pay are tiny, a good publisher will push the book but only a fraction make serious money.<br> I read some publishers proccess of screening books and they tell you to be prepared to wait six months before they get back to you due to the massive number of submissions they receive. So I guess ill wait for them to get back.<br> If they don't pick it up, ill put it out myself, I know an American outfit who can put it out through Amazon so one way or another it will be out.<br> I'm glad you enjoyed this, the book is wonderful, at the moment that's the reward for writing it and believe me Sian it's very satisfying to have it in my hands.<br> Thanks again for your kind words.<br> David.tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-19:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11244220sianpayne2009-10-19T12:53:32+02:002009-10-19T12:53:32+02:00It`s a shame if i`m the only one who`s read it - it really drew me in - it`s fab writing.<br> <br> Are you looking for a publisher? You should.<br> <br> tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-17:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11225796HOLLYWOODGLAMOURBOY2009-10-17T01:41:56+02:002009-10-17T01:41:56+02:00It's good to know there's somebody who can get to the end.<br> <br> After you sent me the first message, when I began the story of the Nottingham kid, I knew you were reading it so I thought about you often when I was writing It. As far as I know, your the only person who'se read it.<br> Thank's for your interest, we people from oop north have to stick together.<br> David.tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-16:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11219308sianpayne2009-10-16T11:23:13+02:002009-10-16T11:23:13+02:00I`m delighted i gave you quite a boost - <br> as your last line gave me quite a boost too :)tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-14:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11200702HOLLYWOODGLAMOURBOY2009-10-14T12:18:55+02:002009-10-14T12:18:55+02:00Thanks, I'm adding some more later, it's another story about selling my holiday, this time to a young kid from Nottingham who bought an Indian trip of mine in Delhi in the late eighties.<br> <br> I'm Delighted somebodies reading it.<br> Really glad, you've given me quite a boost.<br> tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-10-14:/2009/10/13/stop-lying-to-yourself-7157945/#c11199524sianpayne2009-10-14T10:08:09+02:002009-10-14T10:08:09+02:00I hope you don`t leave it too long before continuing with your story....i`m hooked now...tag:hollywoodglamourboy.blog.co.uk,2009-09-17:/2009/08/22/the-strange-case-of-string-6795625/#c10962326arctictern2009-09-17T13:03:21+02:002009-09-17T13:03:21+02:00I think you're just marvellous.